Utano!

I awoke to the sound of my mother pounding on my door "Wake up its 10 to 7" I slid out of bed and took a shower I ignored breakfast all together even tho it was cooked for me. I would Have missed the bus for sure if I hadn't. Since it is the day before a long weekend all classes were long and boring I was how many was I could waste all the free time. Biology wasn't to bad we had to go out side and collect bugs me. Jen was my partner we walked around collecting bugs and one massive spider that killed everything we put in with it. When I got home there was a package on the table I knew what it was picked up up and ran to my room to open it where mom could not see not that I care it would just be awkward Utano had finally arrived. I put the scantily clad PVC statue in my display case put on some music and took a nap. I woke up into to play lots of soldat and write this shitty blog entery

Your Depression Level: 80%

You seem to have moderate depression. Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life. You would benefit greatly from professional help.

Are You Depressed?

(I must be emo)

You Are Expressionism

Moody, emotional, and even a bit angsty... you certainly know how to express your emotions. At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much. This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents! You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse.

What Art Movement Are You?

Random song lyrics of the day: Know that you shall die like whores and the cries of your writhing shall rise To please their lord. So before the sword ide with me in slaughter - The smoke of her burning Cradle of Filth

Random quote of the day: Bad ass is a dumb ass - Alma Smith

Another rainy day

Today was boring at best its high points include
Sleeping until 1pm
Playing soldat
Watching the rain
Staring at my statues
Writing this blog entery

You Are 72% Cynical

You're a full blown cynic... and probably even skeptical of these results. You have your optimistic moments, but most likely you keep them to yourself.

How Cynical Are You?

You Are 86% Evil

You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you!

How Evil Are You?

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Random song lyrics of the day: On the black wind forever we ride on together.Destroying your evil with freedom our guide. When the master will storm us.He'll stand high before us. Our hearts filled with splendor. Our swords will shine over the light.- Valley Of The Damned DragonForce

Random Quote of the day “An eye for an eye makes the world go blind.”-Gandhi

PVC!

I always seem to start my day by waking up from strange dreams. Today was no different except I can not quite remember them. One had something to do with our school blowing up. I showered and forgot to eat once again and left for school. The day was boring like any other I lost touch with reality most of the day and was off in own world. When I got home I went to my room and to my surprise there was a large box with many stickers and stamps on it sealed up with Square Enix tape I knew what it was the same tape was used to seal the box to my beloved KOS-MOS PVC statue I ripped the box open to find my long awaited Sango and Ignis 1/8 PVC statues. My mother walked in as I was opening them and said “Is that the package that came today I don't remember it being that big” I soon found out that another package was waiting down stairs I opened it and to my surprise there was my Burst Angels Meg 1/8 PVC statue holding the infamous Barret .50 caliber sniper rifle. I will spend the rest of the day playing soldat or admiring the craftsmanship of my collectibles.

Ignis

Meg

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

You Are Tequilla

When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk! You'll take any shot that's offered up to you... Even if it tastes like sock sweat! And you're never afraid of eating the worm.

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Random song lyrics of the day And Hell knows we seek victory. Now that we are unleashed. To drive nails home of blind faith through those. Who drove us from error to terror below. Refugees clung to a crown furred in flies. Tarred with red honey, the plaster Of many a spire that aspired to rise. Seeking Messiahs that by us soon die...-Cradle Of Filth Tearing the veil from grace

Random Quote Of the day “NO YOUR EASY!”- Nigel Day

Cheating?

Perhaps this is cheating? I dont have anything to say so il let these speak for me

You Are 81% Passionate, 19% Compassionate

You are a truly passionate person, and for you, love is a drug. When you're in love, you lose all grip on reality. And it's a wild ride. Although falling in love is vivid experience for you, it's sometimes *too* intense.

Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

You Are 80% Angry

You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way. But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often. All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger. And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help.

How Angry Are You?

(I guess I need help not like I needed this quiz to tell me that)

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy. You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together. At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting. Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something. Your fortune: You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make. You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right. In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you. Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are 68% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

You Are a Retrospective Soul

The most misunderstood of all the soul signs. Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are. You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life. You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor. Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily. But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes. For you, it is difficult to separate the past from the present. You will succeed once you overcome the disappointments in life. Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Random song lyrics

There ain't no justice in the world I want to do it great harm. To see its blood in the memory of my fallen one. Take back the feeling that I was wronged. I want to take the world on in a street fight to see its blood on the asphalt -Shael Riley Blood on the Asphalt

Random quote of the day “

“Good advice is something a man gives when he is too old to set a bad example”

Rain..

I awoke to the sound of rain against my window. I thought about a reoccurring dream I keep having. I'm a blue dragon sleeping on a large pile of gold in a cave curled up around her then “they” come and try to steal my treasure I awake and slaughter them then awake again. Despite dreaming of her I was in a fairly good mood I like it when it rains..I took a shower and got dressed then listened to Thornography I enjoy that album to much maybe? I forgot to eat and almost missed the bus on they way to school I listened to Thornography. First period was sociology it was boring I ended up doing nothing next was biology. I expected biology to be the same as every other biology class but it wasn't the desks were rearranged and my desk at where sit alone was gone it was now part of a group with Nigel's girl friends and her friends. I listened to them talk about yeast infections <_< Then bug me I got out my disc man and started listing to Thornography to drown out there annoying voices. At lunch me and Nigel went to the pizza place the walk was long warm and humid but to get my crack pizza and red apple green tea was worth it. In com prog I finished my work quickly so I could read reviews of PVC statues I am thinking of adding to my collection . Last period went by quickly. I slept on the way home then until 7 when I got home then I wrote this. Today was boring and uneventful..

Random song lyrics: His seal he tore and to the floor he threw this tie to heaven signifying holy war And watchful of this sign. A thousand flames, unauthorized. Left celestial posts to coalesce and, unified. Return their fallen leader as he turned one final time and threw a glance like a downward lance that stung like guilt in every mind – Cradle of Filth Hurt and Virtue

Random Quote of the day “If it moves kill it. If it don't burn it” - Unknown

The Dream

There we were standing together in the rain. The belt of my trench coat blew in the breeze as a car passed us on the road. We played DDR for a large part of the day then seen a movie. She was tired and it was almost time for her to go to work she had to go.. It was time for us to part once again I wrapped my arms around her waist she fit into my arms perfectly I stole a kiss... Then I woke up staring at the ceiling feeling like an EMO. Shes gone but remains in my dreams an after image of what was what could have been. I felt like god was laughing at me. Giving me a heavenly gift then taking it away I deserve it. A quote I heard one “When your going though hell keep going” gave me the inspiration to get up I sucked it up and went to school. I can't be sad today I will finally get Thornography. Nothing interesting happened the first two periods. At recess I gave some one some money to get me a 4 pack of mikes. Then biology as usual I was harassed and mocked by Nigel's girl friend and her friends but it didn't bother me I had bigger fish to fry <_<. Then it was lunch I picked up my mikes and had a drink with a friend then went back to school. Nothing interesting happened the rest of the day last period I thought about working on my display case and if any of my long awaited PVC statues would have arrived. When I got home I didn't and nothing had come. I went to sleep until 7 smoked a joint and played games for the rest of the night.

Random Song lyrics of the day

“Now I will close my heart and sleep a while. Bless my dreams with gentle darkness until I could have my strength to wait for the light maybe tomorrow”

“Maybe this day...... Maybe tomorrow........ I will sleep a while until the dawn wakes me up again..... I still believe come with me there is no way to be free from love.. deep will we sink in the darkness”

-Emily Curtis, Yuki Kajiura “Maybe tomorrow”

Random Quote of the day “Light believes its the fastest thing in existence just to find that darkness has already arrived and is waiting for it” - Some guy