Saturday, November 18, 2006

Post 19


Today was pretty boring other then skipping last period to hang out in dell grave the day was uneventful 4th period we had a sociology test. One of the questions was name 4 phobias and nigel had 3 and asked for one I said homophobia and I got to thinking. Since the whole chapter was about mental illness I got to thinking. People don't think of it this way but is being gay a mental illness? The whole point of two sexes existing is to procreate and keep the human race going. Thus its normal to have innate heterosexual desires. Theres no point that I can think of that the human race would benefit from some of the population being homosexual. So is it a mental defect? Anyway enough gay bashing for now time for some blog things
Random song lyrics of the day: Hey what's the matter with you,What are you trying to do, I'm wrecking my brain I'll never get it. Did I ever hurt you in any way? If I did then hear my apology: FUCK YOU! I'd give anything to batter you down,All the way to 6 feet underAnd why in earth should I stop until I see your fucking ass drop- Your better off dead Children of Bodom
Thanksgiving Horoscope for Cancer
You're the sign most likely to both dread and look forward to Thanksgiving.
Your signature dish: Mashed potatoes
Your signature dessert: Pecan pie
This holiday: Don't let crazy family members get you down. Maintain your tough outer shell!

You Are 81% Perfectionist

You're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score.
The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself.

Random weird dreams


I woke up this morning after a strange dream where I was fighting an angelic female with six wings. Even when I hit bare skin no blood came out eventually I ended up as a dragon somehow and flew away =(. Anyway it was unusually bright out when I woke up so I knew I overslept I had about 20 minutes before my bus came so I had a speedy shower and ended up forgetting a lot of things like my Ah My Goddess cards =\. Not surprisingly I was extremely irritable for no reason so I went out of my way to say as little as possible to keep from snapping for the lack of a better term at others. In comprog I went to OCremix.org and found a new Mega Man X remix sigmas fortress (Second stage) with some ambient Dr. Light theme thrown in. I listened to it a lot and would end up downloading it when i got home. The rest of the day was boring I went home and put on some Cradle of filth and laid down to listen to it Tearing The Veil From Grace was the first song on the play list. I listened to my favorite Cradle of Filth song and stared out my window from my bed through the rain I seen the church a few houses down and got an inspiration for a piece of art. For some reason all things in my life are starting to revolve around a religion I am fascinated by but wish to have no part of. Random song lyrics of the day will not be random and quoted in its entirety.


Biblical choirs soar beyond veiled lightA swansong for ravens trapped flapping in night
A tragic yet magickal fall from graceToo awful to taste for the led and the chasteThose whose long fetters are addressed to all saints
Free shining souls torn from Giod's given ReichDefiled, reviled, exiled from sightAnd Hell knows we sought victoryChancing the leashBut when bad die were castWe were cast down to dieA steeple of needles thrust into our eyesSo scholars might say we were blinded by prideLike the sin of Our Father (and the whims of our kind)Whom in Isaiah and Midian thrivedRegaining His sights for the storming of skies...And after descenturies have crawled, vilifiedOur dark harkened day on spread wing now arrivesFor eternity is a coprophagicBackward figure headGorging on Her own bitter endAnd We have eaten shitUntil we're close to addictsNow grime is running outFor us to make amendsTo retake what once was lostTo exalt our throne above the stars of God"To throw our fuck into gates and gutsOf a severed neverlandWhere we, the damnedOnce pleasured ranLike seamen from the phallus sea"Atrocious oceans must be crossedTo exalt our throne above the stars of GodThe thirteenth sign of the Zodiac climbsCowled and scythed to snuff the sunrise...Throwing shades of war before like prophecyNightbreed freed from the vasty deep...Nasty reap of freaks forsakenAnd when sultry Dusk disrobes they'll learnShe is not a natural blondeFor the lower She goes the darker it growsAn Eve that blows on Her knees for SatanFellated SatanScreams congeal in clotted pearlAs He unfurls from aching hibernation
Fellated SatanScreams congeal in clotted pearlAs He unfurls from aching hibernationStormbringer drums thunder to full Dis orchestraAs lighting streaks with fireBlack clouds that shroud the EarthWhose cold breasts have held us in scar pilloriesBut now the Sun is loath to comeThe crescent moon is freed...Elated SatanThe scimitar slash to the undergashOf Heaven too slight for penetrationWe strike as wolves from the thickening fogTo exalt our throne ove the stars of GodLowly holy goats bare the bruntOf rabid dogmas on a stellar bearhuntBastioned in citadels and monastic cellsthat smell of blessed cuntLike a convent where crosses rustFrom thirty dirty habits of shaved nunThere where deeper needs are begged of lustAnd cess and less impress enoughObtaining the ord of Our Gaurdian, AngerAnd Death's tunnel visionBad thing in collisionThe locking of eyes and jagged antlerUnpicking the seams of fate sewn over dreamsFeasting from throats of celestial theivesAnd God knows we seek victoryNow that we are unleashedTo drive nails home of blind faith through thoseWho drove us from error to terror belowRefugees clung to a crown furred in fliesTarred with red honey, the plasterOf many a spire that aspired to riseSeeking Messiahs that by us soon die...In the start like a castIn morality playsOur hearts wore a maskOf dead rooks in the rainThe World was our cloisterNo prayer, bent in shameOur once lucent plumageStung with horn withered grey...and away...As Aeons slew so we grew to mythRevenge accrued to a monolithBursting through from our roofed abyssLike an aether greased fistNow vulvite gates are so sorely missedOur horror pours through the orifice
Where once the spheres and archangels kissedPhallelujah!Fellated SatanHis coming assailsThe Night In GalesThat bewail turned tidesThat engulf their nationNow divintity is a worm ridden mouthIn a darkened high houseOverrun by diseaseSo let the truth be wrungFrom veil and sanctum undoneThat the Banished Ones intentOn reinstatement have wonWe breathe by virtue of their rotNow our souls exult above the stars of God.


Random quote of the day: I wasn't sucking on the hole no wonder I wasn't getting any =( - Me

Your Expression Number is 7


Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing.
You have a good mind, and you are especially good at finding out the truth.
Very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding.

You tend to obsess over wisdom and hidden truths.
You are likely to become a authority on any subject you undertake.
Operating on a different wavelength, most people don't know you that well.

Very logical and rational, at times you tend to lack emotion.
So much so, that you often have times coping with emotional situations.
You are not very adaptable - you may tend to be overly critical at times.

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Image heavy


Most of my weekend was spent in my bed watching tv/movies playing video games or out taking pictures of things mainly some of my PVC figures. We were looking after my cousins little kid this weekend his is a whiny little bitch he will grow up and become everything most emos aspires to be. I wanted to kick him in the head to make him shut up for good. I have little to no tolerance for crybaby's. I have been feeling more misanthropic then usual for some reason lately. The only good thing about this weekend is I seen some trailers for the new Bond movie Casino Royale. I think this will be the first good Bond movie since Gold Finger as well the new guy playing Bond look like he is good portrayal of everything Bond is. As well he looks more bad ass then the rest. Below are some of the pictures I took more can be found in my photo bucket album.
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(I love the expression on her face she is adorable getting dressed for battle someone stumbles upon her she wears a half hearted Oh n0es expression)
(I was taking pictures of Sango in this setting and decided it suited Kasumi better)
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(Sango ready to slay a demon with her massive boomerang)
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(Ummmmmmmm.... BOOBS! )
You Are 16% Happy

You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it.
Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted.

(Cuts wrists)
You Are Red Orange

You are a very genuine person, although it takes a while for you to show the true you.
A bit introverted, you desire respect and affection from those close to you.
You are quite empathetic, and you have a true concern for the well being of others.
Many people have warm, heartfelt memories of you - even if you don't remember them well.

Your Rising Sign is Cancer

You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security.
And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice.
Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good.
But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be.
You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family.
For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust.

Random song lyrics of the day
Death, white fang destruction runsRoughshod among the packWith uncontrolled bloodlustHunt, thrill of the kill by moonlightToo wild too tame for this worldRepays all debts in bloodThis destroyerDamned, lycanthropic desirePraised by the howling oneBits down the jaws of Luko'sUnleases HellWho rules the forest of the nightRed raging eyes howl at the moonSets up his next victim to dieBehold! The wolfhunter

Friday, November 10, 2006

Post 16

Last night I went on a binge and fell asleep around 11-12 and woke up after a crazy/depressing dream around 4 still buzzed I stayed up playing poker until 7.am then went back to sleep for most of the day I didn't bother going to school because it was half a day. It was raining pretty hard today so I went for a walk in it. Payed soldat server bill It should be up later tonight or early tomorrow. Started working on the logo contest entry. The rules are pretty strict I don't know if I can handle making something good with 3 colors (Black is a color). When it comes to stuff like this I have to complicate things so doing something so simple is difficult. I started playing FFR again after months of only playing step mania I returned to FFR and kicked ass like I didn't know I could. Perhaps I will enter a tourny someday. Decided to buy the Gundam SEED DESTINY Yzak Jule PVC by R.A.H still looking for a decent Asuka to add to my collection. Lots of blog things today

You Belong in Amsterdam

A little old fashioned, a little modern - you're the best of both worlds. And so is Amsterdam.
Whether you want to be a squatter graffiti artist or a great novelist, Amsterdam has all that you want in Europe (in one small city).


You Are 84% Gentleman

No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman.
You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable.


How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.


Not so random song lyrics of they day: Until all your good looks betrayed you, which wasn't much
Counted on your counterfeit smiles for too long
Your eyes are empty windows, broken
The body may be here but the soul is gone

I saved my tears in a vial
From everything wicked that you did, that you said
To send away, buried with your love
So many tears in a vial, now that you're gone, and now that you're dead


No quote for today

SNOW!


Today for the first time this year it snowed!. It started when I was in biology and kept up until around 7 when I got home I wend to bed with a horrible migrain when I woke up there was about 4 cm of snow covering the ground. Winter is almost here. ^^; Last two days I have been angry and a bit moody for no reason hopefully I return to my I don't give a fuck self soon. I got a new toy and cant wait to test it on someones or some animals skull.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

Your Birthdate: June 21

You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.
Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.
People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.
You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.
Your strength: Your thirst for adventure
Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures
Your power color: Hot pink
Your power symbol: Figure eight
Your power month: March

(How this could be so like me by simply asking my birthday scares me slightly P.S Pick sucks ass =()
You May Be a Bit Antisocial...

Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement.
You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto!
Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences.
But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm.

Dark Purple

To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody.
In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think.
And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends.
You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that.

Another weekend post


This weekend I went over to Kodys for some insane stoned battlefield 2 action we smoked it up and played some of the most amazing battlefield 2 and some orgasmic pizza we went to sleep Kody had to get up to work or something. The next morning I woke up and no one was around so I played rune scape until Kody came back we played battlefield 2 soldat and special forces for the rest of the day. It was 11:00 finaly we could finish the rest of our weed. There was only a joint and a half for each of us so I didn't expect much get stoned and play battlefield 2. We went back inside Kody said he felt sick and I wasn't feeling to good my self I played this weird techno song and thats when things got more interesting I felt like I was dying and the chair I was sitting in felt like it was oscillating. I really thought I was being sucked into hell. I almost had a really bad trip but told my self all it was was a trip so I got up and walked around a bit. I looked out the window and then went for my camra I seen something I needed to take a picture of but don't remember now. I realized taking a picture is more then just taking a picture its capturing a moment in time something that has happened and will never happen again. Even if it as simple as a sunset the sun will set tomorrow but not into the same way maybe it will be a little redder with more orange or yellow the clouds will be different maybe there will be no clouds.... Anyway I made a bed out of sleeping bags pillows and my coat and layed down and listened to the techno. I felt like I was melting into the floor but didn't care. The music felt like it had an aura that I could see and feel gave me hallucinations that made me feel like I was some where else. One song made me feel like I was in a desert another made me feel like I was in a pipe factory and all the sounds I was hearing was coming from different sized pipes. Then there was this weird sound I seen a blue ball fall like a shooting star a crossed the room. I enjoyed the music for the rest of the hight then got some pizza then went to sleep
Your Vocabulary Score: B
You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying.Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated!

Random song lyrics of the day: Cursing down the street on a murshaq back riding on a murshaq back