TMC PWNS

Its been a while since I posted I have been preoccupied with soldat. Now loving it in a way I never did before. It all started when we kicked a member out of our clan for whining about everything. He took it personally and got all defensive.”The clan is stupid you guys never do any clan matches or anything” I thought to my self if its so stupid why were you even a part of it. So I got to thinking maybe we should start doing clan matches now that I found my long lost skill I wouldn't be as embarrassed to play better players then our server regulars. Our first clan match was a team death match against the BS clan we pwned them horribly. Second was a series of capture the flag matches with the MP5 clan. This was probably some of the most intense soldat I have ever experienced the first half was win for win but then we started to pull a head and eventually owned. After all that we stole one of there clan members welcome to the three man clan Joey =D. MT3 was next up was next Neil was MIA so me and Joey took them on in survival death match. We had to play on there server tho when i got there i was surprised to see at least 7 other player spectators for the 2vs2 match. All of them in the MT3 clan it was fairly intimidating and it got the best of me for along time Joey had to do most of the work. After a while I snapped out of it and brought my A game we come back with a 7 round streak and 4 more wins to get a 15-13 victory. Later with Neil we played this clan again on our home server and owned all owned. Next we will be facing MP5 clan again and the VK clan for some sick 3vs3 capture the flag. Then I made this kick ass team logo thingy 3 exhausted solders facing a distant inevitable battle. Also made a slogan that matches the picture nicely.

Your Emoticon is Grumpy

Maybe you're having a bad day... or maybe something just upset you. Either way, you're definitely seeing red!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

It will never be the sameWe have gone too far this timeOur temple of false dreamsComes crashing down...A rotting shell of dying trustWe shared this hell at any cost
-Web of Lies Arch Enemy
LOL HAXXORS FUXORED UR CLOCK1111- TehNeil

Weird fucking dream

I had the most fucked up dream last night. I was inside a mech warrior game 4 black knight I think. Anyway for some reason i was standing on the road by my house and My uncle,Nigel, Jen, Kody and Alma came out of no where. We took a trip to this old house and everyone went in Jen and Alma went in to the attic. Everyone else was going to go in but no one could fit through the small door thing. Something cool must have been up there because they seemed amazed by something. We went back out side and 3 mechs were there a Sunder Atlas and Ryouko. Nigel and Jen got in the Sunder my uncle in the Atlas and Kody diapered. Me and Alma got in the Ryouko. Some how I opened the mech lab window and customized my mech stripped it of armor to put in a better engine long range weapons and anti missile defense. When I was done there was a war going on around us. Some jets came out of no where and started to shoot us so we split up Nigel went into the woods and I ran out into a massive field A helicopter came out of the tree line and blew up a mech that was in front of me. Lots of fighting later I woke up saying WTF. I also had 2 pretty cool psychedelic lucid dreams <3.>

some pictures of Kasumi but only 1 turned out.. Kind of

You Are 40% Hypochondriac

You can deal well with being sick - even if your symptoms are a little scary. You're occasionally prone to worry about your health, but only when you have pretty strange symptoms.

Are You a Hypochondriac?

You Are 68% Obsessive

You tend to have obsessive thoughts, and sometimes these cross over into your daily life. While everyone does have a few weird rituals, you have to work to keep yours from taking over your life.

How Obsessive Are You?

You Are Apple Cider

Smooth and comforting. But downright nasty when cold.

What Part of Fall Are You?

LEIK OMG RANDOM BIBLE LESSON??!?

Xenosaga episode III spoiler warning the other night I was talking with someone while playing Xenosaga this person was is also a Xenosaga fan. I got to the cut-scene where KOS-MOS destroys a massive amount of gnosis with x buster and her eyes turn blue and her voice sounds human but Shion can not hear because of the vacuum in space. Theres that weird cut-scene where KOS-MOS's eyes turn blue I said to him. Oh thats because KOS-MOS is was made to hold the soul of Mary Magdalene. Okay whats so special about Mary Magdalene you say? Mary Magdalene is a character from the most popular book ever written the bible. She was one of Jesus disciples and the first one to witness Christs resurrection. Random bible lesson Mary Magdalene is responsible for the whole easter egg thing while holding a white egg in her hand she spoke of Christs resurrection to Caesar. He laughed, and said that Christ rising from the dead was as likely as the egg in her hand turning red. And as he spoke the egg turned bright red. Anyway I guess the point of that all is im pissed that he could spoil that knowing I did not start episode III yet. Its been 39 days and my beloved Kasumi finally arrived I thought she would never arrive or if she did be a cheap ass bootleg but shes an original ^^: The packaging she came in was ruffed up from the journey. The window box was intact and most importantly so was my Kasumi. Pictures will be posted soon

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 100%

Envy: 20%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 20%

Sloth: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%

You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.

How Sinful Are You?

Your Personality Is Like Heroin

You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows. Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain. People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

People Envy Your Ingenuity

You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration. People envy your creativity and "who cares?" attitude. They feel very ordinary next to you - and they usually are!

What Do People Envy About You?

Random song lyrics of the day: Fleeing grief for foreign maps I still played vampire aristocrats. Unloading my gun in hot, promiscuous laps. Then shooting swans in a gondola I tripped my foot on a fallen star And there's nothing like a mouthful of Venetian tar .To let you know just who you fucking are! Byronic Man- Cradle of Filth

Random quote of the day: “Looks like this is one time the Indians didn't win” - Simpsons

KOS-MOS delima

First update for over a week I usually write my posts around 12:00 or later and so far this week I have not been able to stay up past 11 which is weird I usually can't fall asleep before 1:00 this week was pretty boring anyway. Most my free time was spent playing soldat looking for a song which I knew some of the lyrics for but did not know its name and band name and looking for an Alter KOS-MOS PVC figurine on eBay I already have the BOME KOS-MOS. I have been meaning to get an Alter KOS-MOS for some time but it has been a couple years since they were made and are becoming harder to find them. The Alter KOS-MOS is much more detailed and is in her famous victory twist pose with her blue translucent hair swirling about with pistol drawn. All the leather that is black in the game and in the BOME version is a dark brown which looks very nice. The face looks a lot better to. I have only been able to find pre-orders for the Alter KOS-MOS most of which the release date isn't until then end of January which means if i payed now the seller could not send it and I can not do anything about it because eBay and paypal statute of limitations for an item not received complaint would have expired. In preparation to start Xenosaga episode III I played Xenosaga episode I to try and retrieve my lost clear data so I can unlock everything in Xenosaga episode II and then be able to unlock everything in episode III. Everything went fine until I got to the last boss which is impossible. I threw my controller at the wall and broke it some in frustration. Then went to play some soldat. Something happened after that that left me feeling very emo stupid me for falling in love with my dreams (Insert wrist cutting EMO-ticon here)

(BOME KOS-MOS)

(Alter KOS-MOS)

You Are 58% Addicted to Blogthings

You're a Blogthings fiend - addicted but not totally dependent. So what if you know your personality type by heart? And while you may feel like Blogthings is crack... There are people much worse off than you!

How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

You Belong in Winter

Quiet, calm, and totally at peace... You're happy to be at home, wrapped in a blanket, completely snowed in Whether you're lighting a fire or having a snowball fight, you always feel best in the winter.

What Season Are You?

You are 80% Cancer

How Cancer Are You?

Erotic Thriller

You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you. Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you. Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Random song lyrics of the day Take my hand I'll lead you to the promise land.A tale we've heard so many times before. You pray for pain. My design is not built that way. Follow the leader and see what you get suffering. Sworn, sworn enemyof the human race. God save me from this retched place. My last breath I would give for you Just to assure that I'd see your face and in the end my memorywould be the thoughts of a better day. Sworn Enemy-Sworn Enemy

Random quote of the day: Who needs skill when you can use the M79! -p0ppin fresh

Weekend Post

The past few days I have been sick and haven't got around to posting anything. Not like it matters theres nothing to write about really Thursday I was sick but had to go to school to give Nigel something I slept in all of my classes wishing I was home in bed. That night I had an interesting dream involving a nude KOS-MOS at some kind of game convention. A dream involving “Her” and another one where I was a fish. Friday I slept until 12 and didn't get out of bed until 2 for good reason it was Friday the 13 th. I went down stairs to see if long awaited Kasumi had arrived but she hadn't. My mother bought me come neo citrin and I am now addicted to it. I played soldat for a large part of the day. Some time around 4 I was infromed of an acident involving Alma and other people :(. After hearing the details from some different people I was surprised no one died on Friday the 13 th no less. Saturday I am feeling much better but continue to drink ne citrin because it tastes like yellow life savers :3. After reading a tutorial on how to take good pictures of PVC figures I had to try it for my self I was reluctant to take them out of there display case let alone out side there the suns UV rays could get them (UV rays degrade PVC). I took my babys out side and searched for a ideal place to take pictures. I took some pictures of Ignis with a large oak with read leaves in the background. It turned out good if BOME's Ignis pose wasn't so bland it could have made for a spectacular picture I am wishing now I bought the Alter or Max Factory version. I took some pictures of Jungle Emmy by the same tree but as I expected It just didn't look right. I took some pictures of her standing in the grass with my mothers kitten in the background he matched Jungle Emmy he looked somewhat like a tiger. The kitten pounced Jungle Emmy and knocked her over and I threw a pine cone at him and sent him running for the house. I went inside to take a look at my pictures. Not bad but some photoshoping would have to be done. The Emmy and kitten pictures turned out to be very blurry u.u Ignis was fine. Next was Meg I thought it would be hard to find a place where she would fit in so I made a half ass biulding rubble out of some junk I found laying around. Could have been better if I took my time but I am pleased with the results for my first time. Like the tutorial warned me

-Middle age people stared hard at me while taking photos
-Girls wondered why I was playing and taking photos of plastic girls instead of them
(Because there perfect and your not >=P)
But I don't care

(Lucky for me the base can not be seen in this picture which makes it look a bit more natural)

(Okay beginner picture gun is hiding her face tho u.u)

(A much better picture some photoshopping was done to make the colors richer the camera i was using had high gamma settings or something and made the colors look faded no those water drops arnt photoshoped it was starting to rain x.x)

Your Wrath Quotient: 77%

Everyone around you pretty much fears your wrath... which is probably what you want. But just remember, there's a very thin line between fear and hate!

How Much Wrath Do You Have?

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal. In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

(LOL)

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are a Martini

There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush. You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it!

What Mixed Drink Are You?

Your Stress Level is: 76%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now. Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out. Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

Random song lyrics of the day: Oh I've got something in my throat I need to be alone while I suffer. Son you've got a way to kill they're picking on you still but they don't know. Son you'd better wait to shine. They'll tell you what is yours but they'll take mine. Way to fall- Star Sailor Metal Gear Solid 3 Soundtrack (Credits)

Random Quote of the day: “...” TehNeil

~Hopes Alma recovers quickly~

Blog entery number something

Todays post still be scattered and disorganized as I am feeling today perhaps a lack of food and sleep is the cause maybe its because im fucked in the head =O

In biology we some how got on the topic of “Cartoon porn” and “Hentai” seeing as the people I was talking with probably don't know about the differences between manga (anime style) and normal kiddy cartoons. Im not going to go into detail about this but I said I would post the difference in my blog. The main difference is detail

(Who shoots an angel =(?)

(Manga V.S shitty cartoons....)

(Animation this bad makes me want to remove my own eyes with a spork =()

At recess I was eating sun chips and I see a blur in the corner of my eye and i looked and seen nothing I looked forward again and Alma was standing right there. I gave her one and she left it triped me out =\

In bio jen wanted to see my eyes she found out how “interesting” they are apparently. I refused to let her see I rarely make direct eye contact with anyone and if I do it is for a split second. Theres only one person I could look in the eye for an extended period of time. Some things said about my eyes

-You have beautiful eyes
-Your eyes look sad even when you smile
-The amount of anger I seen in your eyes made me afraid to go to sleep at night
(personal favorite >=)

Recently TaeKwonDo classes have came to upper so now I can go more often and actually reach a respectable belt level. There were a lot of little kids like the last time I took it but luckily the littles ones were distracted with medial tasks while the instructor gave us older ones more instruction there are a couple karate vets which should make sparing interesting. It was my first time there TaeKwonDo wise I think I was most experienced I ended up doing a lot of examples why Mr.Grey instructed.

Lots of blog things today

Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Your Dosha is Kapha

Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger. However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down. You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding. Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are. With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single. To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments.

What's Your Dosha?

Random song lyrics of the day: Beneath the falling night and heaven's shutting gate pray keep your tongue held tight or suffer the same fate the blood on our black gloves it is none of your concern if you want to call our bluff get in line and wait your turn and watch the witches burn Don't flinch when innocents are dancing with the flame if they wanted to live they'd learn to play the game

Random quote of the day "I will kill you back" – Amber Hines

Random things

A couple interesting things happened this week end. One was I went for a walk at 11pm until 2am it was nice out cool but not chilly. As soon as I got away from the streetlights it was like undergoing sensory deprivation it was pitch black and dead silent never had my mind been so clear almost being in a meditative state or “Nirvana”
I recently purchased a soldat dedicated server I didn't expect it to be to popular but after the first day we have regulars and the server nearly always has people in it clan battles are a possibility in the near future defiantly worth the 10 payed
The other night I decided to make a play list comprised of mellow music pretty much all of it was classical,piano,classical Japanese music and trance music. I laid down and closed my eyes after a couple minutes I started to see random constantly changing images that flowed together some psychedelic type stuff mixed with images of forests rivers and water falls. It was quite the trip and not substance induced. I hope to experience this again some time it was quite enjoyable
Had a dream where I was a chef or cook of some kind the weird thing about this dream is everything was in manga or anime style I don't remember the details part of it had something to do with a waitress may have been sexual in nature
I randomly put turkey in some grilled cheese I made it tasted good but had a weird after taste

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

(Mmmmm purple <3)>

(Tanto-wned)

Random song lyrics of the day:Put on the collar of roses, and bite upon the silver chain. Another one will die tonight you are despicable. Kneel down and lick the bitter drops of love. A blue dressage performed for the. Angels Within the casket called myself my soul yet moves. Torn wings revive in the moonlight and grow wet. More than darkness solitude is to be feared. Under the cross, let us indulge in the proof of our union. Artist unknown- Rozen Maiden OTS

I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.-Umberto Eco

(Its been a while since I updated this entry will be of the last 3 days)
Tuseday: I woke up this morning with out having memorable dreams I was somewhat disappointed it has been a long time since I have had memorable dreams. Why do I care about my dreams so much? Dreams is the unconscious mind trying to solve problems the continuous mind cannot and I have a lot of problems. Having and analyzing my own dreams helps me learn more about my self I am all about self discovery. As well dreams are just fun even the bad ones the worst part is waking up because life sucks. Anyway.. I gathered my my stuff and rushed to catch the bus once again I have woken up late on the bus I listened to techno I am currently obsessed with paragonX9. When I got to school I went to classes and did just as much work as I had to to make the teachers leave me alone. Third period Neil Nigel and I decided to skip and go to middle for pizza. We hitched a ride with Trent upon arriving we discovered it was closed it was 11 something and they were supposed to open at 10:30 We bought some green tea and headed back. We took a side trip to the liquor store but left empty handed. We got back to find an in school suspension waiting for us. No problem being alone in a room free from teachers and ass holes is more of a reward then punishment. The rest of the classes were long and boring and I found my self drifting off into deep thought so much that I was unaware of things going on around me. I went home and slept until 7:00 got drunk off some mikes I had stored up and played soldat until 6:30am

Thursday: Today was weird my mother woke me up and told me it was 7:15 I had 15 minutes to get ready and leave. I went back to sleep with out realizing it and woke up at 8:00 forgetting that I woke up earlier. I took my time getting my stuff together I has an in school to day and my mother was going to drive me I didn't want to forget anything. I got to school and went to the office to find that they moved the date of my in school to the next day. This pissed me off super tired and a slight hang over I was planning on sleeping it off all. I pretty much did during all my classes and got bitched at. I went home and slept until 6:00 I was between Battlefield 2 Soldat and MSN for the rest of the night

Friday: Once again I woke up with out having a dream I remember. Having a lot on my mind over the past few days I really needed them but they left me. When I got to school I served my in school suspension it was a cake walk except when I got caught sleeping. Hitched a ride to middle and got some booze drank it and went to my afternoon classes and bought a high speed dedicated soldat server. When I got home I slept until 6 and played games until now.

-Random people have called me crazy
-Random people kept feeling my favorite green shirt =(
-Random person makes sincere apology
-Random creep flashes me a pedosmile

Your Sketchiness Factor

You are 35% Sketchy

How Sketchy Are You?

(35% Not to shabby. Don't know what the picture of that creepy guy holding a dildo? Has to do with my sketchiness factor)

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are 42% Open

You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy. You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends... But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.

How Open Are You?

Random song lyrics of the day:

I don't need your forgiveness

I don't need your hate

I don't need your acceptance

So what should I do

I don't need your resistance

I don't need your prayers

I don't need no religion

I don't need a thing from you

I don't do what I've been told

Your so lame why don't you Just go

Die mother fucker die mother fucker die (x4) -Dope Die mother fucker die

Random quote of the day: Trying is the first step toward failure – Homer simpson

...

I awoke this morning by my self (usually mother has to yell at me several times before I get u) not only did I get up on my own I woke up early and in a good mood. For good reason I was trading my force feed back USB steering wheel and pedals for a more space efficient cordless joy stick a mp3 player and some 1337 house CDs. Not only that she has not appeared in any memorable dreams for over a week!. I showered and ate then took 10 miniutes trying to get the large cumbersome wheel and pedals into my crap sack I got on the buss and went to school. When I got there I made the trade with TehNeil. All classes were boring except bio some how we got on the topic of incest. Jen asks would you have sex with your cousin if she was hot. I said sure why not she told me that was sick. All the ass holes will no likely give a hard time for my response. Whats so sick about incest there just people having sex people do it all the time. Because your related its wrong she says I say why because religion or society says its wrong does that really make it wrong? She said nothing else after that. At lunch the fringe group went to get crack pizza just to find the greasy pizza makers were closed.We got green tea and went back to school. I listened to ParagonX9 all way home and house music when I got home played with my new joy stick and wrote this blog entery

- No Kasumi today =(
- Random person says im hot
- Random person says I have a nice attitude (Liar)
- Random people like my green and purple shoe laces
- Random person says I have nice pants

No blog things today

Not so random song lyrics of the day: Far away, you keep on trying...Holding me down, breaking away,trying to distance my life.Not one in the crowd, but one with the answer the one that could change your mind But it's not true, I don't need you Don't waste your time, and don't waste mine I'm not your friend, I won't soothe your soul And in the end you're all dead to me.... -Desecrate Through Reverence Avenged Seven Fold

Random Quote of the day: No your a pixel -Kody